Jealousy

Hye guys, it's me again. How are you guys so far?... Hope you are in better health than before. As always, mine is fine, so far. No complaints. So, sekarang ni adalah crunch time for me to get better. Better as if in my work. I dah dpt offer keje. The problem is adakah ianya akan berubah menjadi yang lebih baik atau teruk? That remains to be seen.

Few days back, I kept thinking a lot about her. My friends cakap it's ok to think, but not to the extent of becoming an obsessed person. So, now, I'm making careful steps not to become an obsessive person.

Jealous. I dah ade rase jealous. Is it normal?...I hope it's just a phase that will pass. Damn...I never wanted it to be like this. I'm not ready for this. Hope I can make it thru the night.

Now, out of the blue, I suddenly got imsomniac episodes. Dr. Siva, my family doctor, told me it is connected to emotional disorders. So, better get your life straighten out Qhalil, or you are going to suffer.

I think I dah buat salah kat dia. Mungkin dia nampak I moody kat office, terus dia takut nak tegur. So, camne nie?...Adoyaiii... Dahla kepala tgh denyut2 x leh tido...huhuhu....dah makan pil tido pun x jalan, camne nie?

Dah la...Cukupla buat hari ni. Kang x leh nak berenti pun susah gak. So, nitey nite to u all. Jangan nakal2...Ciao!